betajay-deactivated20181203 asked:
why does my shame of being a masturbator, arouse me so?
my rule is: whatever turns penis on, i stroke to. fortunately, that’s limited to only grown, adult males. many thoughts/fantasies surge through our penis brains as we masturbate for hours & hours. at times, shame excites me also. yet i’m 100% proud to be a solosexual penis masturbator. more & more, i consider it to be a gift beyond treasure. to me, there’s no conflict between that pride and penis being aroused by shame also.