A Young Bator’s Life
I’m one of those young bators who were lucky enough to find out they were addicted to porn and masturbation at a very young age. I started rubbing it when I was 10 and found out my dad’s porn stash (a lot of magazines and dvds) - no one taught me how to do it, my hand simply knew it had to rub my cock until it felt good.
I used to spend all afternoons and part of the night alone at the house, so my sexual awakening was quite fast. At age 15 I already had watched basically all kinds of porn and developed a huge number of fetishes that most boys my age wouldn’t even dream to have. Around that age I also discovered some local websites for hookups, and decided to my first time my any man who wanted to use me - and so I did. I won’t spend too much time talking about it, but sex really didn’t do anything for me.
I tried being a top a few times, always unsuccessfully - maybe porn has ruined it for me, but my dick would never get hard in real sex - which made me be a bottom in all my experiences. I also tried most of the fetishes out there, but they also didn’t do much for me, at least not as much as PORN did. So I started having sex less and less, and when I was 18 I decided to stop it altogether and dedicate my life to PORN and masturbation.
It was by far the best decision I ever made, cause it made me focus on what really mattered - myself and my cock. Instead of wasting hours looking for hookups online, I would spend the whole day masturbating and talking to other masturbators about our experiences and sharing porn.
As I let the addiction take over, so my desire to bate for more and more hours also increased, but at this time I still lived with my parents, so I had to cut down my hours for some time. Luckily once I was 18 I went to college and rented an apartament for myself, which allowed me to spend most of my time bating in my room. I was the happiest I’ve ever been: my tv had porn blasting 24/7, my furniture was almost all covered by cum stains and I most of my classes didn’t have mandatory presence, so I could spend my full time in porn bliss.
That was my life for 4 years, until I had to get an actual job and had my routine completely thrown off. I had to work for 7 hours everyday, but from the moment I walked back home, I would pull my dong out and masturbate.
Luckily in the same I got a job proposal in another country, in fact on the other side of the world. In my bator mind that was the perfect opportunity for me, cause it would allow me to be as far away from anyone I know and this would allow me to turn my new apartament into a total cumdump and no one would ever know, nor would I ever have the need to clean it up.
Right now my life consists basically of waking up, having a morning bate before work, going to work and having at least 2 bate-breaks (besides lunch break), and going back home to my porn-filled laptop.
Even though it seems like a perfect bator life, I feel like I can increase my bate quality even more - I’ve been working on opportunities for me to work from home, this way I would be my own boss, making my own hours and the money necessary to cover my basic expenses, and wouldn’t have to leave the apartament anymore.
My point is: in today’s society you don’t have to leave your house to buy clothes, furniture or even food, nor to check you bank account, so why can’t you stay in for work?
It’s not an easy plan, but my goal is to be able to do it in 2 years. With that, I gotta say that I hope to be an inspiration to all the other young gooners and especially for all those who are told that you gotta live your life in a “functional” way: getting dressed, leaving your bate-sanctuary and going to an office to spend great part of your day pretending you’re an average Joe who is just like anyone else. I hope more bators choose to live their lifes in the full potential of their addiction, never forgetting that yes, we have to make a way to afford our basic needs, but there are means to do it without having to sacrifice your bate routine.
damn hot, bator boy, your story could have been mine also, had the internet existed in my teens. your penis-focused, porn-focused masturbator life is awesome, living downshifted and with your future fully focused on masturbation addiction. sincere good luck!