Day 53 uncummed
The last occasion I reset my counter was 53 days ago. In the mean time I handled my Cock up and down countless times without wasting a single drop of cum. Sometimes I dived in porn, over stimulated my Cock and gooned; other times I laid in bed, closed my eyes and gently stimulated my penis until I got lost in never ending bliss. Occasionally I also jumped some days without having any sex with me. But all these three different sexual behaviors followed the same golden rule: they ended in no ejaculation. They decline the temptation of momentary pleasure in favor of a lasting state of sexual fulfillment. My sexual appetite is as high as the sky now. Masturbating feels better than ever. I can have “almost orgasms” stronger than ejaculatory ones. They are not only more intense but also long-lasting! Carefully binging myself close to cum allows me to freeze the time while I orgasm. And backing off without triggering an ejaculation allows me to “almost cum” again as many times I want. It is not a single orgasm but a set of several “almost orgasms” that allows me to have a next “almost orgasm” stronger than any conceivable ejaculatory one. I really cannot cum if I want to have stronger orgasms.
The side effect of masturbating without ejaculating is obsession, of course. I probably spend more time masturbating then the great majority of everyday ejaculators. But who cares? I’m also aware that each next day uncummed deepens my obsession. But who cares? By now I prefer to go on D-masturbating (denial masturbating).
Maybe one day, still in the realm of cum denial, I try a longer period without any erotic touching. It definitively wouldn’t harm my uncummdness. But such fantasy still stands in my wish list.
i’m only a day 31 of remaining uncummed. you’re right – obsession over masturbation is all i think about. i only want to have sex with myself, only want to be on penis, only want more & more stroking. just knowing i’m a masturbator who wants to be solosexual, stroking only my own penis – that in and of itself encourages yet more masturbation. the key is not cumming. cum denial is unbelieveably hot. denial masturbation fits exactly into the core of who and what i am: i am a masturbator.