I seldom waste an opportunity
I seldom waste an opportunity; moreover after enduring 216 days without ejaculating. Bringing my hungry Cock to stiffness and edging never-finishing orgasms is all I want. While I am masturbating; it is like the whole world collapsed into a mere detail while a new realm of colors, textures, aromas, flavors and sensations unfolded between my penis and me. This awesome experience blooms in unharmed harmony, satisfaction and pleasure. I would never leave the closest place to heaven I know, and go back to the mundane problems if I could. But I cannot go on masturbating forever.
As I said; I seldom waste an opportunity. I am not referring to masturbating again whenever there is a chance. This is obvious and inherent to my chronic masturbator nature. I am talking about the opportunity of being heaven again. Such privilege is only given to those who don’t bite the forbidden fruit. The window of opportunity only opens the moment I finish masturbating. If I chose to stop without ejaculating, then I will be able to visit heaven again the next time I masturbate. But if, by free will, choose to cum, then I would be banned to insipid day 1 again. That is why I seldom waste an opportunity to stop uncummed.
i’m now at 36 days without ejaculating, and your tumblr was my encouragement to begin this uncummed journey. my entire life, i couldn’t stop masturbating my penis unless i ejaculated. really. i couldn’t stop. so ejaculation occured, and god knows, it felt awesome. every time. but now, living unejaculated, it’s exactly as you write. heaven. and knowing that when i do remove my hand from my penis – moving on to a necessary demand of living – that penis will soon be enjoying the same delicious sensations, the same excitement, the same immersion – well, it’s worth it. i’m a chronic penis masturbator, a solosexual who finally admits to myself and to the world: i am a MASTURBATOR! and i will live uncummed.