When the way becomes the destination
As kid I already realized that I liked to play with my dick during very long periods of time. With adolescence came orgasm and ejaculation, things that I liked a lot, of course. But there was a price to be paid. I couldn’t go on masturbating after I ejaculated. It was one thing or another. At that young age I could masturbate more times daily. But next masturbations seemed much colder compared to fervor of the first one of the day. So I gradually developed the preference to delay over to cum. It didn’t take long for me to discover that I could also disrupt a masturbation session without ejaculating. It wasn’t easy but feasible. When I managed to do so, resuming the same masturbation later on felt absolutely delicious. The delaying naturally evolved into denying, which in turn unfold into chronic masturbation. While most of my same aged friends bragged to masturbate one more than the other; I, indeed, masturbated more than they all. But I never revealed them the source of my super-man power.
As practice makes the perfection; my cum-control skills improved a lot over the years. I learned to have so powerful almost-orgasms that I no longer crave having a regular ejaculatory one. I also learned to remain enduringly close to cum and enjoy fabulous never-ending-almost-orgasms. From chronic masturbation to goon or pre-orgasmic bliss my masturbatory life has been absolutely rewarding. Partnered sex has also been great. Because I seldom ejaculated; I was always read to satisfy before being satisfied.
Now that my secret was finally revealed; I can also disclose the reasons I am so successful in retaining ejaculation.
1- I know what I want. I want to remain unejaculated.
2- I decide to stop unejaculated before I start masturbating.
3- I bear in mind the way I want to stop during the entire masturbation.
4- I start gradually so my penis can get used to the stimulation before I accelerate.
5- I never masturbate with a full bladder.
6- I only edge up to the edge of the edge. Safety comes before joy.
7- I fight against any ejaculation, also if it seems unavoidable.
8- I clutch my PC muscles whenever it is necessary and always for longer than necessary.
9- I stop if I feel tiered, uncertain or inattentive.
10- I know my limits and always stop before exceeding them.
11- I let loose and let my penis soften form time to time.
12- I use a timer and stop masturbating when it sounds.
13- I schedule a next masturbation session while I am still finishing the present one. It turns the brief frustration into hope and stopping becomes much easy.
14- I incorporated stopping unejaculated on my list of sexual fantasies. Now I enjoy it as most ordinary ejaculators enjoy their last final involuntary contractions.
I no longer masturbate because I want to cum. I masturbate because I want to go on masturbating. I want to ride my Cock to the infinite. I want to start un-ejaculated and finish un-ejaculated. I want to do it over and over until I goon. I want to swallow my own goon and goon on it. I also want to lie on my bad and become conscious of all my inner sensations. I want to meditate on an enduring almost-orgasm until bliss. I want to witness the sensations of power and control inherent to this kind of trance. And when I decide it is enough; I still want to finish un-ejaculated. Because my destination is only the long way I trail.
An Edgers Bill of Rights.
thank you for these absolutely valid & correct rules,, masturbating because I want to keep on masturbating is the central tenet of my solosexuality. my hand on my penis means a happy penis. he never wants me to stop masturbating him. but, like you, I’ve worked out a strategy to remain uncummed and unejaculated. your rule 12 is mine also – before commencing masturbation, I always, always set a firm clock time to remove my hand from my penis. I never violate that time. but in the seconds leading up to the hour, as they count down, I’m already missing not masturbating. like you say,, knowing that soon my hand will again be on my penis, masturbation myself again – god, but I love that feeling, that certainty.