I’m a chronic addicted masturbator, edger, and gooner
My goal in life is to masturbate every waking second of the day.
I’ve been a masturbator pretty much my 55 years of existance. I remember rubbing my penis against the sheet while laying in bed at the age of 5, getting that nice feeling experimenting with massaging my frenulum with two other friends at the age of 12 and learning to edge at the age of 15 while reading the Penthouse Forum section. Once I learned to edge, my fate as a masturbator was pretty much sealed, because you can’t edge in a pussy or anus and edging is so addictive. At the age of 45, I finally admitted to myself that I was a chronic, addicted masturbator, but it was also a realization that it was not acceptable behavior with “normal” societial norms. So for the last 10 years, I’ve been on a cycle of engulfing myself totally in the addiction and then going on a masturbation hiatus, where I delete all my masturbatory social network accounts. I feel OK for a while, but something triggers the addiction that hyper inflates the need to masturbate again, like Internet porn (which is impossible for me NOT to view) or like this last cycle where I saw a totally naked male with a flaccid penis on the first episode of Crashing on HBO. When I come back to the fold at BateWorld, friends always ask where I’ve been, so this is my response. I’m fighting a masturbation addiction that I can’t nor want to quit, so I just need to release myself to the addiction totally, never looking back at that so-called normative sexual behavior.

thank you for your confess masturbator. I fight the shame of being a chronic masturbation as well. and I know confession is good for masturbator