As kid I already realized that I liked
to play with my dick during very long periods of time. With adolescence came orgasm and ejaculation, things
that I liked a lot, of course. But there was a price to be paid. I couldn’t go
on masturbating after I ejaculated. It was one thing or another. At that young age
I could masturbate more times daily. But next masturbations seemed much colder compared
to fervor of the first one of the day. So I gradually developed the preference
to delay over to cum. It didn’t take long for me to discover that I could also disrupt
a masturbation session without ejaculating. It wasn’t easy but feasible. When I
managed to do so, resuming the same masturbation later on felt absolutely delicious.
The delaying naturally evolved into denying, which in turn unfold into chronic masturbation.
While most of my same aged friends bragged to masturbate one more than the
other; I, indeed, masturbated more than they all. But I never revealed them the
source of my super-man power.
As practice makes the perfection; my cum-control
skills improved a lot over the years. I learned to have so powerful almost-orgasms
that I no longer crave having a regular ejaculatory one. I also learned to remain
enduringly close to cum and enjoy fabulous never-ending-almost-orgasms. From chronic
masturbation to goon or pre-orgasmic bliss my masturbatory life has been absolutely
rewarding. Partnered sex has also been great. Because I seldom ejaculated; I was
always read to satisfy before being satisfied.
Now that my secret was finally revealed;
I can also disclose the reasons I am so successful in retaining ejaculation.
1- I know what I want. I want to remain
unejaculated.
2- I decide to stop unejaculated before
I start masturbating.
3- I bear in mind the way I want to
stop during the entire masturbation.
4- I start gradually so my penis can
get used to the stimulation before I accelerate.
5- I never masturbate with a full bladder.
6- I only edge up to the edge of the
edge. Safety comes before joy.
7- I fight against any ejaculation,
also if it seems unavoidable.
8- I clutch my PC muscles whenever it
is necessary and always for longer than necessary.
9- I stop if I feel tiered, uncertain
or inattentive.
10- I know my limits and always stop
before exceeding them.
11- I let loose and let my penis
soften form time to time.
12- I use a timer and stop masturbating
when it sounds.
13- I schedule a next masturbation session
while I am still finishing the present one. It turns the brief frustration into
hope and stopping becomes much easy.
14- I incorporated stopping unejaculated
on my list of sexual fantasies. Now I enjoy it as most ordinary ejaculators
enjoy their last final involuntary contractions.
I no longer masturbate because I want
to cum. I masturbate because I want to go on masturbating. I want to ride my
Cock to the infinite. I want to start un-ejaculated and finish un-ejaculated. I
want to do it over and over until I goon. I want to swallow my own goon and goon
on it. I also want to lie on my bad and become conscious of all my inner sensations.
I want to meditate on an enduring almost-orgasm until bliss. I want to witness
the sensations of power and control inherent to this kind of trance. And when I
decide it is enough; I still want to finish un-ejaculated. Because my
destination is only the long way I trail.