jackfnrabbit-deactivated2018100 asked:
I passed out edging last night and first thing I did this morning was start edging again. Its getting to the point where I just might skip class to day to masturbate more~
jackfnrabbit-deactivated2018100 asked:
I passed out edging last night and first thing I did this morning was start edging again. Its getting to the point where I just might skip class to day to masturbate more~
monsterinsider asked:
I consider a good jack off when I find it near impossible to want to end it. I want ever jack off to feel like that and I have been getting that lately
When I feel the urge, the impulse to keep stroking and stroking. Cock urging me to rub my dick more and more. Sometimes I can hear my cock talking to me, demanding i keep stroking so like the good boy I am I listen to my master and stroke.
I gotta give into my urges more and let my mind wander. I need to make my horny thoughts more dominate. I have to submit to COCK and keep stroking.
I love watching it happen, my favorite thing to do when horny is read about people’s lustful descent in more and more masturbation. Posts made over time about increasingly horny behaviors. I fucking almost lose my shit when people start missing out or skipping on important things to stroke that cock some more.
It drives me absolutely wild.
I have this desire to be kidnapped by someone and forced harder into addiction. Not allowed to talk to anyone other those who will encourage me to keep jerking it.
Not allowed to do anything other than be surrounded by porn.
Brainwashed and reprogrammed to only think about stroking my cock and thoughts that get my cock off.
Forced to become a sexually driven pervert where people exist to get me off not just on my screen but in person too. Trained to stare at people’s cocks and stuff. Trained to feel on people, just make me a mindless horny abuser.
Make it so my cock is all that matters to me.
Put whatever drugs you want into me and make me lose my damn mind to COCK and my dark pleasures.
I love fantasizing about my edging and others as well. The thought of being at the mercy of my own dicks desires is sooo damn hot and it gets me horny thinking about it every time. I already get personal previews from time to times.
I have passed on going to events to instead stay home and edge
I have woken up rock hard, with my hand quickly traveling to play with my needy cock
Times where I not only struggle to stop edging but I can’t help but start again some short time later failing to part with it for long periods of time.
Again all of this is great but I want more. Let me walk you through how I want to be.
I want to wake up every morning with horny, perverted thoughts and an erection to match. I want to be sleepy because I know I spent too much of the night touching myself when I could be doing something else. I want to feel hunger because I couldn’t bother to get something to eat because I spent too much time touching myself and it would be soo much better if I get someone knocking on the stall because I am spending too much time in there as well. On the bus I want to stroke myself through my pants or if I can undo my zipper and stroke myself hidden away that would be a divine feeling. I need to get to a point where ‘edging for a few hours’ isn’t an accomplishment but just another daily activity. EVEN BETTER would be having a few hours of edging be a disappointment. I want to reach a point where I edge for 10 hours of the day lost in lust.
And I want to reach a point where I can’t recover. Where I have corrupted my own mindset to a point where the damage cannot be undone. I want my lust, my cock to become a permanent aspect of my personality and lifestyle.