Posting by a masturbator
I’m at the point where all I think about is penis and how I’m going to masturbate. I walk around in a permanent penis haze. I almost never leave the house and I hardly ever wear clothes any more. Even when I’m not masturbating, I fondle and grope myself almost constantly. My hands and my penis are always greasy and my pits are always ripe. I look at penis porn all the time and try to plan my day around at least one two to three hour goon session. If I’m extra horny, or if I’m on a goon binge, I’ll masturbate two or three times a day, every day, sometimes for weeks on end.
I know I can’t stop doing it. In fact, I’m actively encouraging my masturbation addiction every chance I get. It makes me so horny just thinking about being addicted to masturbation that I want to do it even more. I just want to become more and more addicted. I want to get to the point where really all I do is jerk my big penis around. I listen to audio encouragement and penis brainwashing jerk-off music. I get off on guys telling me how much of a fucking masturbator I am, that I’m a hopelessly addicted dong milking goontard and that my addiction is only going to get worse and worse.
Even as I write this my big penis is tingling. I’m getting aroused and know that soon I will be falling down the bate hole again. I am a chronic addicted penis masturbator and I love it. I love the feeling of being controlled by my big hard greasy penis. He is in total control. He is in total control and I love it. I have no choice, I have to masturbate when he commands me, and he commands me all the time.



