New step into my bate addiction
There was a time in my life where I would spend my free time reading books, taking language classes, going to the gym, watching movies - but all that changed once I discovered the bate life. I can resume the last 3 years of my life into two simple activities: working and bating. The first one I do just so I can support the second one, which is the real reason why I live: to workship my PENIS.
It all started with slowly neglecting my friend’s invitations just so I could spend my weekends at home watching porn. Since then it has evolve to complete neglect from doing simple house chores such as cleaning the house or taking the gargabe. I still do it when it’s already completely unbearable, but up until then I complete ignore these simple chores.
I thought my addiction couldn’t get worse than that, but today I was proven the contrary:
After lying for 3 days pretending to be sick just so I could skip work to stay home masturbating, my boss called to check on me and I proceed to answer the call while masturbating to a Johnny Rapid getting DP video. As I would talk to my boss and lie about how sick I was, and how I felt like I wouldn’t be able to go to work for the rest of the week, I pumped my leaking PENIS to the vision of all those men fucking in front of me.
I always knew my masturbation habits were more than a simple part of my life, but today I had the full confirmation that I am in fact a masturbation and porn addicted, and if I stopped to think about it, I should search for help. But the truth is: I can’t wait to see how far my addiction will get me, or how worse it will get, but I can’t wait to find out.
Reading this mad me hard. Though it’s vital that we chronic masturbators maintain work, health and home.
Just spent the better part of 2 weeks in a place I could not masturbate. Did not know how much this addiction had taken over my life until I was forced to do without. I realized just how far beyond hope I am, when my every moment was consumed with thinking about how soon I could return home to sit in my bate chair and masturbate again! I don’t want help, I want to see how deep my penis can take me!