Addicted, chronic, lifelong penis masturbator. I've finally realized and accepted that I'm a total solosexual. I have sex just with myself, my hand stroking my turgid, erect penis. I compulsively masturbate my penis,. I penis on my penis. I consume boatloads of pornography, both pix and vids. My penis controls me, I'm owned by penis. I worship penis. I intend to always keep penis happy.
Let that precum fill the air. Let the senses know that the heady aroma of musk is your joy to partake of the sweet nectar. All praise to Cock for being alive. Cock rulez! Don’t believe me? Try making a decision without thinking about cock. Try not to stare at it. Try not to cum. I already know I can’t.
Fuck yeah! My mouth needs to be on that! God adores praise and worship with mouth and hands in need of the sacred seed filling us with the spirit of cocklust. Hail Cock!
LUST, REBELLIOUSNESS, PRIDE, INDIVIDUALISM within MONISM, EMPOWERMENT, ENLIGHTENMENT
I have realized that one of the most effective ways to draw certain, particularly persistent and annoying mindless sheep away from me is to REVEAL to them I am a DEMON. The FEAR and IGNORANCE that characterize the SPIRITUAL, EMOTIONAL, SOCIAL and INTELLECTUAL CONDITIONING we have all been SUBJECTED to over centuries and countless generations is SO STRONG, the word conveys an automatic sense of DREAD and DISGUST.
This is a NOTE I had been meaning to write for some time now, and I am THRILLED to share my thoughts on this subject with you, my Brother.
There was a time I too was a SHEEP, a time in my life when my ideal was SAINTHOOD, as preached by the SPIRITUAL POISON that is the Christian faith-just as any other major religion.
It would take me YEARS to finally realize the obvious: the destiny of ALL SHEEP who SUBMIT to a “SHEPHERD” is to be SHEARED or to be SLAUGHTERED. My first “PRIDE,” my first “REBELLION” was not at all sexual in nature, IT WAS INTELLECTUAL. Religions that preach BLIND FAITH do not want us TO THINK for ourselves. Since they expect UNQUESTIONING SUBMISSION and OBEDIENCE, there is no room in their temples for DEEP, INTELLIGENT, CRITICAL REASONING; their DOGMA is EXPECTED to be ACCEPTED at FACE VALUE as IRREFUTABLE TRUTH. However, THOSE WHO SEEK can never be truly satisfied with what is SPOON-FED to us. Our LOGICAL MINDS, associated to the MALE and one of the most sublime gifts of the DIVINE, begin to SEE THROUGH the MANY HOLES in the FABRIC of their FABRICATED STORIES that weave TRUTH and FALSEHOOD to CONFUSE, ENSLAVE and IMPRISON us.
The MYTH of LUCIFER
has a lot in common with the MYTH of PROMETHEUS. In the Christian myth, LUCIFER, the much vilified ADVERSARY without whom MESSIANISM would be completely irrelevant, brings Adam and Eve the LIGHT of KNOWLEDGE that “God” and his cohorts jealously want to keep for themselves, just like ZEUS in the Greek myth. While Prometheus is seen as a BENEFACTOR of humanity, the zealous Jewish Grandfathers of the YAHWE (god suspiciously similar to the gnostic YALDABAOTH) cult did an amazing job at depicting LUCIFER as the enemy and their god, which was one among SEVERAL OTHER GODS worshiped by ancient Jews, as the supreme creator.
THE CHRISTIAN GOD IS NOT THE SUPREME CREATOR, THE SOURCE, THE ABSOLUTE. The ABSOLUTE is INFINITELY ABOVE such a concept as LOW and DENSE such as GENDER DUALITY. The ABSOLUTE cannot be a “HE” or a “SHE.” The ABSOLUTE is the PLEROMA, EVERYTHING THAT IS, but never in the SCHOLASTIC, Christian sense of the term. The Christian God is an IMPOSTOR.
SATANISM as we know it is fairly modern, going back to the XIX century. Its roots go beyond, though, but always as a reactionary response to the TYRANNY of VIOLENT CHRISTIANITY that persecuted ALL other FAITHS-particularly any remnants of GODDESS worship-with bloodthirsty zeal for centuries.
Satanism is built upon OCCULTISM and various ESOTERIC traditions, and IT IS NOT a UNIFIED BODY of PRACTICE and BELIEFS. My practice as a PHALLUS WORSHIPER is INFORMED by certain aspects of various SATANIC TRADITIONS, just as it draws from HINDUISM, BUDDHISM, GNOSTICISM and PAGANISM (see my short essay on the Horned God: https://batorpower.tumblr.com/post/164572254977/the-horned-god )
The first SATANIC TRADITION I draw from is, then, LUCIFERIANISM because it is concerned with SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTENMENT. Quoting an article from the Rebel Circus website ( http://www.rebelcircus.com/blog ), LUCIFERIANS worship Lucifer mostly as a SYMBOL of REBELLIOUS SELF-DETERMINATION and LIBERATION from SLAVE MENTALITY.
Most SATANIC TRADITIONS have a strong emphasis on INDIVIDUALITY. Under that light, SATANISM becomes a PERSONAL PRACTICE on which individuals CARVE and WALK THEIR OWN PATH. You are encouraged to BE TRUE TO YOURSELF and BE YOUR OWN LEADER, rather than becoming SOMEONE ELSE’S FOLLOWER, SOMEONE ELSE’S SHEEP.
From LaVeyan Satanism I incorporate the idea (also present in other spiritual practices) that I AM DIVINE. I AM MY OWN GOD whenever I want to. From that point I can easily jump to the acknowledgement of everybody else’s own DIVINITY, and then to the MONIST conclusion that WE ARE ALL PART of the DIVINE. As a PHALLUS WORSHIPER, it is easy to see the DIVINITY in ALL MEN, embodied in the SHEER POWER and BEAUTY of their COCKS.
In direct contrast to pretty much ALL DOMINANT RELIGIONS that CONDEMN MATTER and the FLESH, most SATANIC TRADITIONS have POSITIVE VIEWS on HUMAN SEXUALITY and the INDULGENCE of SEXUAL DESIRE which are COMPATIBLE with HORNY HOMOSEXUALS such as myself. I HAVE EMBRACED HOMOSEXUAL MALE LEWDNESS and INDULGENCE as a LIFESTYLE by which LUST is SEEN as a FIRE, a RAGING BLAZE to be BUILT, FUELED, INDULGED and CELEBRATED.
REBELLION is an important concept in SATANIC TRADITIONS such as the New York based SATANIC TEMPLE. We HOMOSEXUALS are natural REBELS. WE REFUSE to CONFORM to the MONOLITHIC and RUTHLESS CANON of RIGID RULES dictated by POWER.
The more the religious CONTROL-FREAKS and POWER-MONGERS tell us it is WRONG to INDULGE in HOMOSEXUAL SEX, the MORE WE WANT TO DO IT. To take PRIDE in the INDULGENCE of DESIRES *THEY* CONSIDER PERVERTED and ABHORRENT is INCREDIBLY LIBERATING. This is the “DARKNESS” a COCK-WORSHIPER is DRAWN TO. It DOES NOT have anything to do with SACRIFICING ANIMALS and SPILLING their BLOOD in order to APPEASE, BRIBE or CATER to the WHIMS of a JEALOUS GOD, or to do EVIL for EVIL’S SAKE. SATANIC COCK-WORSHIP to me is about the INDULGENCE of DESIRES that are NATURAL, PLEASURABLE, even UPLIFTING and EMPOWERING. My practice rests on CONSENT and HONESTY, in POWER and PLEASURE; it does not have anything do to with HURTING or HARMING others.
To many HOMOSEXUAL SATANISTS, SATAN does not represent an EXTERNAL AGENT of CORRUPTION who LURKS in the SHADOWS waiting to STRIKE at us “VICTIMS”, a view which is a TYPICAL SUB-PRODUCT of MESSANIC MASTER-SLAVE/SHEPHERD-SHEEP MENTALITY. To many of us SATAN is a REPRESENTATION of the DARKER DESIRES within OUR OWN SELVES; “DARKER” meaning SELFISH, DIRTY, UNSANCTIONED, ANIMAL, PRIMAL.
Take SODOMY, for instance. From the perspective of the SUBMISSIVE, for example, not only is it INCREDIBLY PLEASURABLE to be FUCKED by a BIG COCK, there is also the SPIRITUAL LONGING of COMMUNING with a MAN of GREAT VIRILITY, and PLEASURING HIM by SUBMITTING TO HIM. Bottoms want at a SUBCONSCIOUS LEVEL to be IMPREGNATED by SUPERIOR MEN they ARE ADDICTED to the MALE ENERGY that is so ABUNDANT with a VIRILE ALPHA, an ENERGY which HE is just so HAPPY to SHARE and INJECT.
THESE DESIRES DO NOT COME FROM A SOURCE OTHER THAN YOURSELF. ULTIMATELY, WE ARE ALL THE SAME SPIRIT.
SATANISM to me is about BECOMING YOURSELF, CELEBRATING YOURSELF and EMBRACING YOUR OWN POWER and POTENTIAL.
In my opinion, the obsession with DESECRATING “Jesus,” the Church, the Bible, etc., is the natural reaction of many people who are PISSED after so many LIES and MANIPULATION from these institutions, but I feel this is a stage in one’s JOURNEY, not the ultimate goal.
When one moves beyond HATRED and ANGER, GREATER POSSIBILITIES begin to APPEAR. Do not get me wrong. I am not talking RAINBOWS and BUTTERFLIES; I myself could never go VANILLA again.
“When I bend before you, unleash the beast, make your mark.
Exert your dominance, and claim your prize.
Fuck me deep, fuck me hard. Pain and pleasure I take them all”
With the doors of the church wide open, come in kneel and pray. It is good to confess to your God with your mouth in words and in deed. God will bless you.
Worship the horned beast between the legs of the muscled man. Submit to your desires that fill you with lust for man and your hunger for cock for cock is God. Nothing else makes you feel this way.