so Day 14 of constant bating and no orgasm. A few days ago i thought this was almost impossible to get to but now it seems no big deal, i’m aiming for another full week now, the idea of not shooting my load is far superior to the best orgasm, an orgasm you get over in five minutes but cum denial is with you day and night, so asking which is the better bate fuel is a no brainer. i’m beginning to get really good at edging too so that’s almost like 2 for the price of 1.
even did a lot of adult stuff today, starting with my first workout in almost a week, plus sustained burst of work so i now have the whole extended weekend to masturbate and do porn and to fuck my mind fuck my brain go stoopid on my dong, i’m not going to see or talk to anyone and instead plan to just grunt and babble and do a lot of porn monologues, they say language shapes the mind so i’m going to make mine dong shaped.
Have had a lot of supporting helpful messages too, for which i’m grateful, they are a huge encouragement, so let me say thank you.