Porn is mindfucking me PORN is destroying my mind I love being a braindead porntard
yes!!!!! Porn Porn Porn
got home from doing unavoidable adult stuff, had to actually come face to face with heterosexual men, even shake hands, they are so depressing in their suits and their fucked faces, going on and on about projects and parameters and other shit, they took nearly five hours of my valuable bate time when it could have all been said in 10 minutes, like, can you do this until such and such a time, yes i can, great, bye.
Anyway, so i got back, opened tumblr, was greeted by a series of pictures posted by @batetard about porn addiction and dong pumping and stuff. Let me say how great that feels, totally real as opposed to the world of parameters and heterosexual faces, two minutes of stroking my dong makes me forget the outside world, it’s like in the story by that ancient Greek dude about the cave and how the real world is outside the cave, well it’s becoming clear that for me the real world is pumping while feeding porn to my dong brain.
it makes my penis so hard knowing im helping another bator fall deeper into addiction. pump your brains away give into penis pleasure penis is the ony thing that matters penis must be obeyed pump yourself into a braindead porn addicted penistard
it’s just a massive boost to know others are as crazy about this as i am. i mean, i know guys bate, everyone does, but this kind of obsession isn’t something most guys like to talk about. But i’m learning it’s okay to, and that there’s no need for any inhibitions. so let me say that becoming in your words A BRAINDED PORN ADDICTED PENISTARD is the best thing i could imagine, and i’ll keep feeding my addiction to make it deeper and more demanding and greedier
had a comment from someone saying to FORGET MORAL SHIT and love my dick, well i absolutely agree, morality doesn’t come into it, it’s about animal craving, it’s about my dong, about how i must drown my brain in porn, so yes fuck morality!
no more work no more freinds no more family just penis and poppers and pot 24/7 fuck im a failure and it feels so fucking good
DAY 10, and really easing into orgasm retention, the idea of shooting my load is beginning to seem gross, like, why would i do anything to reduce the pressure on my balls. Not cumming makes me bate harder, longer, it helps me do more and more porn, keeps my dong brain on constant edge. Dealing with adults in the outside world, like i had to today, is a distraction but i’m telling myself i should handle it as efficiently as i can so the exchange takes up the least possible time, and afterwards my dong rewards me, and i can make enough money for the rent and food.
my life is becoming totally dong-centered, porn-centered, massively based on pumping my dong, i want to get more addicted and crazed and lose all inhibitions so i can turn into a drooling mindless porn fucked dong pig every minute i don’t have to deal with the outside world.
Follow thks goontards example. Dont cum edge to insanity edge to total Penistard bliss
@batetard - edging is the most powerful mindfuck tool - knowing i must let go just before i’m going to shoot makes me feel that i’m a slave to my dong, that i have no say in this, that i must keep driving myself deeper into animal mode. i’m setting myself small goals, so now i won’t even think about coming until two weeks is up, which means 4 more days of mindfucking myself
must smoke myself retarded empty for lord phallus more weed for penis god more poppers more inhale inhale inhale dont exhale breathe nothimg but poppers poppertard braindead braindead popper weed broken pemistard retard dumbass loser fialure
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