i still remember when masturbation was a choice… An urge that I was able to ignore for weeks and months.
I don’t. I was hooked after the first time. As a teenager, I had to masturbate at least twice a day (I believe my record was 8 orgasms), and I’d masturbate sometimes the all night through.
From the very beginning, masturbation has been arousing me sexually tremendously. It worsened after my first wedding, 25 years ago, for some strange reasons. And for the past ten years, masturbation has been filling up about one-third of my waking time. Fortunately, I have a job that allows me to cope with my urges.
If I can’t masturbate during a day, then I just don’t fall asleep the next night. I have to masturbate for hours every day. It’s my nature. Were masturbation a religion, I’d be a monk. I mean, once in a while, I’d like to retreat to a monastery for masturbators…. Constantly masturbating, fondling my penis…
masturbation is the central truth of my life. penising my penis in the act of masturbation – finally, i recognize what it all means. i was born a solosexual, meant to make love to myself through hand-penis sex. often. constantly. for hours & hours & hours. like so many of us, masturbation owns me. we chronic, obsessed solosexual masturbators are the luckiest males in the world! truly.
The perfect male physique is a wonderful thing to witness. There’s so much to take in, so much to love. You’re compelled to just be in awe of their beauty. Every man should strive to be like them, if not idolize them. Every inch of their body is telling you to worship their perfection.
Porn is the easiest way we can watch superior bodied men do what they do best: Fuck. We’re so fucking lucky to be able see such perfect men having sex in HD and in their perfect glory. Internet porn is a gift in today’s world. It’s so easy to find tens and thousands of men naked in various pictures or videos. Plus there will be such a variety that you will surely find your ideal man naked. Save everything you can, make a collection, keep track of your favorite men and become addicted to porn.
It’s our job to worship these perfect men. They’re gods among us. Amazing legs, arms, chest, abs, face, eyes cock, ass, they have it all. Their hard work and discipline to obtain their bodies also shows as an admirable trait. Look at every single inch of their bodies. They worked hard to those godly bodies, and it’s a common man’s duty to worship their gods. Take out your cock and masturbate to superior men.
Masturbate over and over again. Edge as long as you can, and once you do give yourself your long awaited release, go back to masturbating. There’s no shortage of men and porn for you to worship. Let your mind rot as you refuse to use it for anything but consuming gay porn. Goon for perfect men. Goon until you can’t think straight. Let your mind become a depraved gooner mind. Only pleasure from your penis matters and you get your pleasure from watching hot guys and touching yourself.
Dedicate your life to gooning. Dedicate your life to porn. It feels good so why stop? Make this your life now. Watch, jerk, edge, repeat. Watch, jerk, edge, repeat.
Watch, jerk, edge, repeat. With every stroke you become more and more addicted. You can’t resist. The pleasure overwhelms you. The pleasure commands you. Don’t stop feeling good. Jerk your penis. Pump your penis. Only masturbation matters. Only worshiping men matters. Get dumber and dumber to porn. Stroke yourself into retardation. Let go of everything else in your life.
Porn, penis pumping, perfect men. It’s all you need.
Truth. life is good for us chronic, addicted masturbators. still only a tiny way through viewing the oceans of XXX pix and pornography, my penis loves it!
Masturbation moment by masturbation moment and accompanied by the absolutely constricting and consuming envelopment of pornographic images and words, I've achieved a full year of both daily masturbation and complete cum denial. How should I celebrate?
thank you for asking, as this question is one that I ponder also. as of today, I’m at 260 days without ejaculation (almost 9 months). daily, I’m mightily tempted to cum – what am I missing, I think to myself? but then I think about the consequences, especially in terms of diminishing my otherwise constant desire to daily masturbate myself (which for me is also stroking my penis to enveloping pornographic images and words). your full year of both daily masturbation and complete cum denial – awesome!!! I envy you, really. you give me both hope and motivation to continue my own cumless daily masturbation. as to celebration, reward yourself with a special dinner out (alone, I would think, since is it true that, like me, you masturbate alone?), fully aware while dining that you are celebrating this huge accomplishment. be sure to cut a hole in the pants you wear to that dinner. touch yourself ever so lovingly. you can also celebrate by staying true to your cumless life for another full year. (it erects me just to think that.). again, congratulations!
I was taught that masturbation was a mortal sin. I began masturbating at 12 into porn at 14. I'm straight but love to look at other guys dicks real or imagined. I love to see other guys masturbation while I masturbate. I'm now into my 70th plus year as a masturbator. I am without question a chronic addicted masturbator. I spend more time than I should looking at porn and masturbating but I love it so much I need it. I love your blog and what you post especially what people write. Don't stop.
we’re a lot alike – I too was raised catholic. my only sin for years as a teenager was, guest what – masturbation. obsessively, addictively. as often as I could. a lot of good that worry/guilt did! fortunately, by age 15, I was atheist. nonetheless, dealing with all the guilt/shame became a long struggle, long ago successfully accomplished. my penis still gets erect thinking through the shame, even though it no longer affects me otherwise. it brings a huge smile to my face that you declare yourself a masturbator, even a chronic, addicted masturbator. me too. I am a masturbator. I’m 100% gay. my fav porn and XXX pix are of males masterbating. keep on sharing, please. all us masturbators celebrate that!
I spent ALL DAY playing with my PENIS - and I am not able to stop!
To touch my PENIS was the only decision I made on my own today!
The minute I got naked and started to touch myself HIS power took over - and left me no choice but to give in. Even though I realized I was getting more and more helpless I could not do anything about but to let PENIS turn me into a dumb piece of meat that could not do anything else but to pleasure PENIS! I AM A MASTURBATOR!
HE told me to listen to these BATE-TRACKS all day on repeat and made my left hand MASTURBATING him non-stop - not allowing to have a break or to even think about stop touching HIM!
Not sure if there ever was a chance to stop this - I know for sure that I need to thank the HOLY PENIS for using his wonderful power to take over control and turning me into his helpless slave for about 22 hours now!
Even though my PENIS should hurt because of the 22-hour- MASTURBATION and cumming 6 times until now-I feel nothing but the need to keep MASTURBATING! I do not want to stop at all - and I know that HE WONT LET ME STOP! I feel dumb and helpless and horny as hell! This might be exactly what PENIS always wanted me to be like!
I AM A MASTURBATOR!
I AM A GOOD MASTURBATOR!
I NEED TO MASTURBATE MY PENIS!
I CANT STOP MASTURBATING MY PENIS!
H A I L P E N I S !
I WON’T STOP MASTURBATING MY PENIS!
I LOVE TO MASTURBATE MY PENIS!
I AM A GOOD MASTURBATOR!
I AM A MASTURBATOR!
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penis sexual here too, no choice, penis owns me. right hand on penis for me, but the bottom line is the same: masturbate, masturbation, masturbator, penis, penis, penis, penis, penis!
QUESTION: should have a chronic Bator orgasm or not? If not, why. Leave comments.
every bator is different, but for me as a solosexual penis masturbator, masturbation is everything. the more masturbation my penis receives, the happier i am. orgasm is awesome, absolutely magnificent, the height of ecstasy. but seconds later, the disappointment, sadness, and regret that i experience are overwhelming. most importantly, i won’t want to masturbate again for days. a chronic masturbator such as me delights in living the well-masturbated life. so if you’re like me, you shouldn’t ever orgasm. i’m up to almost 8 months living unejaculted now (and i masturbate a LOT).
I love fantasizing about my edging and others as well. The thought of being at the mercy of my own dicks desires is sooo damn hot and it gets me horny thinking about it every time. I already get personal previews from time to times.
I have passed on going to events to instead stay home and edge I have woken up rock hard, with my hand quickly traveling to play with my needy cock Times where I not only struggle to stop edging but I can’t help but start again some short time later failing to part with it for long periods of time.
Again all of this is great but I want more. Let me walk you through how I want to be. I want to wake up every morning with horny, perverted thoughts and an erection to match. I want to be sleepy because I know I spent too much of the night touching myself when I could be doing something else. I want to feel hunger because I couldn’t bother to get something to eat because I spent too much time touching myself and it would be soo much better if I get someone knocking on the stall because I am spending too much time in there as well. On the bus I want to stroke myself through my pants or if I can undo my zipper and stroke myself hidden away that would be a divine feeling. I need to get to a point where ‘edging for a few hours’ isn’t an accomplishment but just another daily activity. EVEN BETTER would be having a few hours of edging be a disappointment. I want to reach a point where I edge for 10 hours of the day lost in lust.
And I want to reach a point where I can’t recover. Where I have corrupted my own mindset to a point where the damage cannot be undone. I want my lust, my cock to become a permanent aspect of my personality and lifestyle.
I spent all day yesterday bating. It’s only made my addiction worse. I’m losing control over my masturbation. It scares me a little, but this is what I am meant for. I’m a chronic bater and my penis is taking over my life. I can’t wait to go down further. Fry my brain and reach the point of no return. No friend or family, just my penis and the masturbation it enjoys.
losing control is what chronic, obsessive penis masturbation is all about. congrats on being the beautiful masturbator you are. i too am meant for this. it never ends. i never want it to end. masturbate, masturbator!
This is Jeff. the Chronic addicted masturbator I’ll call you in the wine bank. I’ve been reading your golf clubs blog and masturbating 4 days now. I’m such a f****** chronic masturbate, and I love it. It’s all I want to do. It’s all. I think about doing it’s all I do. Hey sitting here stroking my cock watching f****** p*** sniffing poppers. f*** you. I like. I can’t do anything else anymore, but masturbate will watch p***. I’m going to some snap some poppers and masturbate on the link bank to Jerk off s****. Well. He will have. f****** love to f****** Papa, babe. stroke my cock watch p*** and Papa Oh, yeah. Oh f*** you have a masturbator chronic masturbator masturbate masturbate masturbate f***. Yeah, okay, f*** I feel so good popping up watching p*** masturbating at Jerk-off flight. f*** f****** Smith poppers all day in masturbate my f****** cock. It’s all I can do at all. I want to do. It’s all I have to do. I’m a chronic addicted masturbator, and I want to f*** you. God you’re f****** goonie that this cock four f****** hours on poppers watching p*** yeah, chronic addicted masturbator proud to be a f****** masturbator masturbate masturbate masturbate. God. I can’t get enough. I can’t stop. I don’t want to stop by won’t stop of a masturbator chronic addicted Papa masturbate yeah. Yeah, I love you guys.
I love masturbating to this ❤️😛
i love masturbating to this too. jeff, you are exactly like me, a chronic addicted masturbator, totally addicted to penis, to stroking, to neverending masturbation. i too love to stroke penis to porn, to other masturbator’s, to chaturbate masturbators, to myself, to anything, just as long as i can masturbate, masturbate, masturbate. we all fucking love to masturbate, we won’t ever stop, we won’t ever change. only masturbation. fuck yeah!
i just had to agree once again: this masturbator gets it. this masturbator is chronic, addicted, and can’t help but masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate. i love masturbating to this masturbator!
why does my shame of being a masturbator, arouse me so?
my rule is: whatever turns penis on, i stroke to. fortunately, that’s limited to only grown, adult males. many thoughts/fantasies surge through our penis brains as we masturbate for hours & hours. at times, shame excites me also. yet i’m 100% proud to be a solosexual penis masturbator. more & more, i consider it to be a gift beyond treasure. to me, there’s no conflict between that pride and penis being aroused by shame also.
I began masturbating when I was 12, by 14 I was into porn. While I didn't know it, never thought or knew about chronic, addicted masturbation, now I find myself writing notes to you about loving to watch other guys masturbate, on 2 occasions masturbating with a friend doing each other, masturbating to what you post, words or pix. I have to say I have no regrets, not embarrassed or ashamed to say I am a chronic, addicted masturbator and I love what you post to get me off. Keep It up.
we chronic, addicted masturbators are lucky to be alive now – oceans of porn, XXX pix, live masturbators on Chaturbate, etc. I’m happy for you, your acceptance of being a masturbator, and your commitment to your penis, to masturbation, and to sharing that with the world.
I am enjoying your blog today. You write such compelling things about masturbation, and I really identify with them. I have become a chronic addicted masturbator, a process that began about 5 years ago, and which has accelerated in the past year. I bate up to 50 hours per week, with day-long edging sessions at least once per week. I watch hours and hours of porn, both videos and stills. How long did it take you to move from a bator to an addict, consumed by the need to masturbate?
congrats on becoming a chronic addicted masturbator! your 50+ hours/week is a true accomplishment, one that any true bator would be proud of. I myself am stuck at around 30 hours/week, not nearly enough, and a limit imposed by, sadly, external forces. it’s taken many, many years for me to acknowledge to myself what has always been true: I am a masturbator. I am a solosexual. my penis owns me. these are truths. accepting them is what’s been hard. but tumblrs, masturbators like you, and the entire fucking internet have all helped me (and all of us) immensely. please keep on sharing (love your hot bulges blog!), and let’s all keep supporting each other.
What's your height, weight, waist size, cock length and cock circumference? To me, you look absolutely perfect. Like to know stats so I can imagine you're right here in front of me. I'd be masturbating staring at you.
Sounds hot! I am 195cm tall, 78 kg heavy, waist…hmm…. 31” in jeans, 19cm cock - circumference 16cm. Hope the metrics work for you 😛
How much time do you masturbate and how much porn do you watch in a week? Do you wish you could do it even more? When you masturbate more does it make you need to masturbate even more than masturbate more?
How much time do you masturbate and how much porn do you watch in a week? Do you wish you could do it even more? When you masturbate more does it make you need to masturbate even more than masturbate more?
First, pleased you are continuing to post. As we both love to watch other chronic masturbator masturbate I have to tell you on 2 occasions an acquaintance and I masturbated each other. It was a unique and wonderful experience to hold another man's cock in my hand and he holding mine. We then masturbated each other and it was special to feel his hot cum ooze through my fingers. It was great to have him jerking me off. Only did those two times.
hot experiences, underling how awesome masturbation – solo or with another masturbator – can be. seems we can never, ever masturbate enough!
First, I appreciate you posting my note. Second, I'm so glad you will continue to post. Masturbation is a very special activity, to be a chronic addicted masturbator is beyond words. Knowing there are others, and there are many, who are chronically addicted, assures me I am far from alone in my masturbation world. To masturbate watching other guys masturbating keeps the circle going so to speak. As you say, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, never stop.
you got it 100% right, masturbator! take pride in being chronically addicted to masturbation. like you, watching other grown adult males masturbate themselves is damn fucking hot. masturbate as much as possible. you want it, your penis wants it, and WTF, it’s fun!
I am a chronic addicted masturbator, I love to look at photos and DVDs of other guys masturbating, I love reading about what other masturbators write about their masturbation. I note you haven't posted since July. I hope that doesn't mean you are no longer going to post. Love to watch guys shot their load and I really like to see uncut guys masturbating. Long live masturbation.
thanks for your question and encouragement, masturbator. I too am a chronic addicted penis masturbator. not to worry, this masturbator has been chronically masturbating, July, August, forever. every day. penis requires attention, devoted attention, every day, doesn’t it, masturbators? like you, masturbator, I watch almost exclusively vids and pix of adult grown men masturbating. god, but I love masturbation! masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, masturbate, and then masturbate some more!
Regarding chronic masturbation/edging I teeter between being proud and being ashamed. It’s probably not a surprise that feeling ashamed about turns me on more than being proud.
same here. chronic masturbation, chronic penis stroking, proud and ashamed. penis wins either way.
“• Masturbation : a gift to yourself.
• Edging : a bonding experience with your cock.
• Gooning : an introspective experience into your masculinity.”
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I’ve decided to expand on the descriptions above “just a bit” lol - I agree with them but think there is much more meat on the bone worth putting out there. And so here is my take…in just one or two words ;)
• Masturbation: a duty and responsibility to pleasure yourself, always - a biological need that is indisputably normal, proper, male, and beautiful; it is not ‘beating off’. It’s embracing maleness and pleasure - for which there is no legitimate argument against.
• Edging: the hopeful (albeit far too rare) realization in men that cock can, if you just allow it to, provide almost endless masturbatory sexual pleasure…but when and only whenyou also accept, embrace, and commit to zealously seek that penis pleasure. Edging is a beautiful gift to those selectmen who have reached a point where mere masturbation transcends beyond simple desire and horniness, and becomes a chronic compulsion to masturbate and edge penis, to look at porn, to engage other masturbators, to expose your erection proudly and no longer ‘beat off’ in shame. Masturbating is something men do because we need to, we have to - whether its dedicated mastubation or a cheap realtively worthless ‘beat off.’ Edging is something some men do because they let themselves enjoy the ride, and the ride becomes a habit, and the habit become self perpetuating. The more you edge, the more you want to edge, and the more you let yourself edge, the more you again will want to edge. And it’s always good and, but sadly very rarely experienced or embraced by men - overall. Bators love edging - but we’re a tiny slice of the male pie…its actually quite sad in my view.
• Gooning : True gooning is an involuntary, in many ways unsettling and often disturbing intense state of involuntary cock pleasure that (some) males experience when they become wholly consumed and controlled, body and mind, by intense penile solosexual arousal. Gooning is frank florid penis arousal and masturbation at levels that very, very few men ever experience. Edging doing a line of coke; gooning is to diving - or rather being pushed - into an olympic pool filled with pure heroin.
The heroin guy who “ODs” is at the complete mercy of the drug - he is not in control of his actions or behaviors. The masturbator who becomes stoopidly gooned, in a parallel respect, is at the complete mercy of male lust…of his cock…mercy of his cock; fueled by his raging lust for anything penis, sex, arousal, debauchery. And more. He is a nuclear reactor where the lead control rods have been yanked out - the goon is an emotional and penile cascade that’s gone critical. He becomes a manifestation of his lust, one with his cock. He becomes a glorious victim to it. And he is blessed for it.
Gooning isn’t - in its true form, something a masturbator ‘decides’ to do or has much power over, other than initiating masturbation. Intense bators can, and do, ’get goony’ often - it is sort of Edging+. And absolutely wonderful.
But the GOON is a point where male lust takes over quite out of ones control. Sure, the heroin OD guy chooses to take the substance, to get high and feel good - but the drug is what takes over and strips him of his effective autonomy. He could want nothing more than to get high as fuck, but if he injects saline thinking it is heroin, he can wish all he wants - he’ll still never leave terra firma.
And so it is with the gooning, a masturbator might seek to goon, or crave it, but it’s not really up to him…a gooned state of masturbation will conquer the bator on its own - or maybe not at all. It might be for 5 seconds or 5 minutes.
A bator doesn’t control the goon, a goon controls the bator.
It sweeps over, it possesses, it fucks a bator up and can scare the fuck out of him. And if the bator falls victim to gooning, he’s blessed to be so victimized. It will annihilate and destroy any control he has over his masturbation and orgasm, over his penis, often over his ability to even talk or be cognitively coherent. In the end, the goon leaves him barely able to function for a spell. If you goon, you’ve achieved such intense penis bliss - that you’ll in some ways be left unsettled or even scared that a goon might happen again some day and again rob you of self autonomy. Yet you will probably crave that it does. Because gooning isn’t mere masturbating, or edging - it’s literally existing, however briefly and beyond your control, in a fantasia of intoxicating male pleasure the likes of which are simply impossible to describe.
Justice Stewart of the Warren court wrote a short but ultimately historic concurrence in a 1960s landmark case regarding pornography as it related to free speech. He wrote that while it’s difficult if not impossible to define what ‘obscene’ material is, “I know it when I see it.” Which of course, defined it perfectly.
And so it is with gooning. I’ve written far too much and still not made a dent in effectively describing what gooning is. But rest assured, if you do GOON, you’ll know it when you feel it.
thank you for this encylopaedic introduction! it’s practically a master’s thesis. i am a masturbator. i edge my penis, for hours & hours & hours. and when i’m lucky, penis goons me. penis decides when and for how long. but if i don’t masturbate, if i don’t edge, then the goon can never come. what you said is true: the more one edges the penis, the more masturbation there will be. the payoff is awesome.
1. You think about cock all the time.
2. You can’t keep your hands off your penis; you’re either jerking off, groping or fondling yourself. Constantly.
3. You’re always looking at porn. Extra points if you’re looking exclusively at penises and jerk off videos.
4. You don’t wear clothes around the house any more.
5. You spend all your time at home, alone.
6. Your hands and cock are always greasy.
7. You jerk off thinking about the next time you’re going to jerk off.
8. You jerk off worrying about how much you’re jerking off.
9. You just want to jerk off more and more. No matter how much time you spend doing it, you want to do it more.
10. You hit goon mode when masturbating within 15 minutes.
I’m absolutely addicted to masturbating 🤣
I DISAGREE WITH #8 THOUGH - I DON’T WORRY ABOUT HOW MUCH I’M JERKING.
check, check, check, check – every single one of them applies to me. especially #3 – penis porn is my absolute favorite. also, #7 – i always have a ‘date’ set with my penis. #8 – i’m cool with how much i masturbate (a LOT), but i also get off on fake worrying about it. lifelong habit. penis always rules. so yep, looks like i’m definitely a totally addicted solosexual penis masturbator.
Yeah, this is Jeff. I’m a chronic addicted compulsive masturbator. It’s all I think about so I do. only masturbating whenever and wherever I can which is most of the day every day. But I can get my hands on my penis to masturbate I masturbate I think about masturbation 24 7 I masturbate my cock 24/7. I am totally addicted and I totally. Want to be addicted and I am addicted it will be addicted. My makes it only gets stronger and stronger at the more I masturbate. I no longer wish to. f*** pussy or have any other sex, but I have masturbation solo masturbation myself. Hi can masturbate whenever I want to whenever I feel the urge which is 2047 so I am now become a chronic addicted masturbator who can make himself come over and over again. And I am the addicted masturbator. I want to be.
Oh, fuck yes!!!!
Jeff sounds very much like me! Unite masturbator brothers! Masturbate your penis!
Every Word True. his truth is my truth. solosexual. penis. masturbator. chronic. addicted.
I couldn’t control my thoughts any more… I had to immediately leave the meeting I was in to get on here, scroll through some cock pics and bate my pervy dong.
I’m sitting on the toilet, legs spread, drooling from my open mouth, pumping my thick erect PHALLUS, while my other hand scrolls and types this.
I was in my meeting, doodling as I usually do, dreaming about cock - imagining all the cocks of the men in the room…. all their thick meaty dongs curled up in their suit pants, and I looked down to realize my doodles were becoming more and more phallic in nature. I felt a little short of breath, and my heart was racing. And I was beginning to feel a massive erection starting to form and harden.
So I excused myself to come here to worship my dick… get it all excited, edging it…getting through another erection…but not letting myself cum. Never cumming. At least not yet.
HE will tell me when HE wants to ejaculate, but for now HE just wanted attention. I don’t know how long I’ve been in here, or how long it will last, but my restroom breaks have been getting longer and longer. I hope I don’t get fired… I mean, if I do, at least I’ll be able to stay at home and bate all day.
being owned by our phallus is part & parcel of being chronic, addicted masturbators. you leaving that meeting, going to the toilet, pulling Down your pants, and commencing to stroke yourself is just symptomatic of that ownership. ditto for not cumming, not until HE wants it. for me, that’s been for over 90 days now uncummed. as a result, of course, penis is never off my mind. that’s what’s so diabolical. we submit. penis rules.
Which type of male porn imagery turns you on more: 1. Men with no, little, or heavily groomed pubic hair, or 2. Men with dicks, scrotums, and asses decorated with thick, natural man fur? No preference, maybe? For me, nothing about a man announces his sexuality and masculinity louder than a dense forest of hair stretching from his belly to his asshole. A beautiful cock and balls might just as well belong to a prepubescent boy if they're bald.
I totally get off on thick, black male pubic hair. love pit hair too, as well as a dusting on chest and stomach. leg hair is also a major turn on. yep, I get off on the adult male body, all of it!
how often do you consume the liquid love that spills from your own penis?
about 6 months ago, I decided to live totally unejaculated. not cumming means I’m always hot for myself, for masturbation, and for more penis pleasure. occasionally, a pearl drop of precum does emerge. I always eat it. 😃
I know you say you're addicted to porn and solo penis sex, but wouldn't it be possible for you to experience true dick-stroking pleasure with another man? Have you experimented with other men that share your addiction? Could you find excitement and fulfillment jacking (or sucking) each other's cocks simultaneously? I guess I'm just surprised you feel that no other sex partner could ever match the pleasure you get from your own hands.
I’m a happy and fully gratified solosexual, completely devoted to masturbating my own penis alone, stroking my erection, and thrilling myself through masturbation. I’ve never liked penetrative sex, oral or anal, in any form. each to their own!
men have a desire, it creeps, it increases and the swelling begins.
deep in the mind of men is a recognition of the power we possess.
there is a wave we ride….the energy of how our manhood manifest
i am alone in my lust, unprepared for where my self awareness can take me
but I am powerless and willfully so as penis directs all of focus to him
so i dismiss the world around me - penis steals me in entireity
years of this deep and all encompassing selflust and I am still stunned at what my fist can make me feel. it still seems almost impossible that within myself i possess the ability to make myself feel such overwhelming intensity. i had been told that it took someone else to achieve nirvana. I TRIED IT. It was a lie, it was folly.
once all that I am showed me that the truth of my deepest pleasure rested in the connection between my hands, my penis, my will to go to my godself for serenity …..all was answered.
how can it be that i am still awed by what I can achieve alone? the perfection I create satisfies - I have become penis Penis PENIS - I am free
SOLOSEX IS BEST!
Here here. I love sex with another person (a lot) but not just for stimulation — it’s for connection. But when that isn’t available and stimulation (and connection with myself) is what’s available, I’m all in and commit fully to giving myself the most intense pleasure. More than another person could possibly give me; in fact it’s unfair to even compare the two. Solo sex IS best if the result you’re after is intense stimulation and release. And, let’s face it, that’s what the most primal force within us wants and needs.
solosexually masturbating myself is the greatest gift i’ve encountered, and i totally agree – how can something so simple (putting hand to penis and stroking) result in so many hours & hours of bliss, pleasure, and complete sexual satisfaction? my hand, my penis, and it’s all i want.
I have a fear, I edge in my car in parking lot, thinking I am parked out far enough. Then a surprise tap on my windshield, a man or men tell me I must service them in anyway they wish and do anything they wish. They own me now. Is that fear possible or should I only edge at home?
if you’re caught, you must service him/them. edge to that thought at home, for at least 3 hours. don’t cum. then go to that parking lot.
Hi, I edged earlier this morning with no pre cum. I had a bowel movement and had pre cum. I missed cleaning some up because a blob of it came out. Once I learned it was pre cum I cleaned the rest up with my finger and mouth swallowing it. The fact this happened with a bowel movement could my prostate and should my prostate be swollen?
how much masturbation had you engaged in when you then had the bowel movement? sounds like there’s a connection between edging and your BM’s, thus swelling the prostate.